They say your life flashes before your eye when you are about to die, I was more of shocked and screaming away when I saw the flashes of the lorry as it swirl and gave a 180 degree turn seconds before Laoda escaped, thanks to D’s alertness and swiftness!! It was pouring and that bloody lorry was obviously speeding when it suddenly appears on the second lane before it skidded!!! ^$%^@)@%!#$@$ D and I were screaming and as we tried looking back to see if the car behind us was alright, we couldn’t see nothing for the lorry was blocking all the view. We were on the expressway and all we can do is pray and hope the car behind us is safe. I was still shaking when I got to the office with flashes of the lorry’s headlights passing by my window as I witness it skidded to the other side. I could have been hit by the lorry and D would be push to the metal barricades along the expressway! Thank you many for all your concern smses and calls, we are ok. THANK GOD. D and I celebrated being alive with sushi and KFC later that night.
I wanted to shout-out my joys with all the happenings coming my way but I can’t reveal… not yet… and at the same time, I fear for the aftermath. I’m going back to my “hometown” before Japan! LOL MAD excited. Xiu Liu Shan, Missy is coming for ya! Counting down to ‘THAT’ before everything else happens… I’m not that kinda girl that wishes her hubby can support her financially; I cannot bring myself to ask for shopping / pocket money, I find it a lot more fulfilling to earn my keeps. I wana be able to travel with friends or D as and when I want, buy or shop for things as I like… in this sense, I prefer my freedom/independence. Some said D can support me if I were to drop the luxuries but it’s not all that. We are still young and we are thinking of what; stay home and let the huby support?? Unless one is very financially stabled I don’t think that’s what I would want to do. I wana be able to give my kid as much as I can too and at the same time clear more bills and save more for future when I’m still able to. Even if D is able to support me, I would still somehow work; starts another home-based business or so… I find this kinda life more enriching. I would definitely hope to be able to work from home when I have my own kid. Today is the first time I do somehow wish D is able to support me so I can “shake leg” at home and maybe cos today is the first time I find it dreadful to head for work.
I don’t want to celebrate my birthday, as of 1-2 weeks ago, I feel uber sian and am thinking maybe I should just cancel all celebrations and hide myself in my cave somewhere in the north. My mood swings has been swinging uber high and uber low these days, I swear it’s faster than the sound frequency I see on my screen! hahaaaaaa
I feel better today than yesterday than the day before, and the day before before and before… and before…