My nemesis… Friendship.
Probably the only thing that really gets to me.
I need to learn to let go and say no. I help people who aren’t even close to me, who doesn’t even remember my birthday, who hardly sms me, whom I don’t even see for years… … the list… GOES ON…
I’m very tempted to delete these ppl from my life or even FB. Will it seems like I’m running away from reality?? Most ppl I know seems really fulfilled with just having their partners which I can never understand. They don’t seem to really need a lot of friends nor see the need to truly understand friends. If only I can just do the hi-bye thing, or just hangout for the sake of hanging out, or call each other sista for the sake of it or better still go with the flow. IF ONLY I can…
I don’t have much faith in friendship yet I still give my best each time. I get very affected when things go wrong or when I finally put my faith in it… it failed me. Suddenly the person I seem to know isn’t really who she is no more… Who can I really trust??
The one subject I will never excel in…
…because I care too much.
p/sss: Bud, I need you…
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Love, it’s reali tough to learn to let go at times & I understand how that is. Some are reali insignificant in our lives so no point getting upset cos they dont mean a thing. For ppl who supposedly means something, it hurts most when they take us for granted. Somehow, u just have to do it eventually.
I’m learning how to do that myself so let’s do it together lah. =) It’s not worth it all to be affected by all these. Jia you!
yes love…i know…imagine insignificant fair weathered friends can affect me this much, let alone ppl who are closer to me. I’ve decided after talking to u yest to just forgo. Im the good person and I know, we know so i dont need anymore confirmation from worthless ppl. You woke me up with something yest, u said “u are always telling me to let go rem?” and it hit me.
aja aja fighting!!! LOL
Yeap that’s the spirit. =)